i stay in love...

hey there! i'm back! xD

actually, i've been REALLY LAZY to blog lahh.
hahas. and yesh, i moved this blog to a new URL.
it shld be easy to find... lol.
just go to google & search.

but then again, i don't think i'll get anyone here anymore...
since i've only told like a very few ppl abt moving this blog.
hahahas.

as for my new one...
it's also kinda dead.
cuz imma is oh-so-lazy to get the links, cbox, and ads up.
i wanted to change my blogskin too...
but blogger hates me touching the template, so after many tries, i gave up. lols.
i hope someone out there can help muahh...
(i'm seriously dumb at html and all that shit.)

i wonder if i actually can handle the new blog well...
hahas. everything there's almost summarised. lol.
nt that here isn't either...
i just put more of my soul here. heh.

and i know like i'm 9 days late...
but...

CONGRATS TO OBAMA. (:

hahas. at least now, there's a change of colour ruling.
LOL. and i actually hope America would prosper (hopefully) under his rule.
go obama! you've gt my support...! (even though you wouldn't knw me.)
hahaha~

and...
TO HELL WITH THE OS MAN. ^^v

ohyeshhh~ my Os are officially over.
and now, i'm waiting for my results.
i hope i can actually make it.
i knw myself. i didn't study much.
but i procastinate and just take advantage of my luck.

ohwells.

anyways...
i'm changing my phone soon. lols.
idk what i shld get ehhs.
omnia or that 8gb sony ericsson phone? ><"
(still deciding...)

damn, it's been such a long time since i updated.
crap... now, i have so much to say. X:
but i can't think straight sometimes. lol.

have been doing spring cleaning ard the house.
we start early since we have the WHOLE house to clean...
hohoho~ D:
and recently, i've just cleared my room.
all the lil' shennanigans i've kept in the past of my childhood life...
(lil' slips of paper, keychains, notebooks, & all that 'crap'.)
it all resurfaced when i started cleaning...
and it brought back good memories.
sometimes... i wish that i was stuck at that certain age, and probably nvr grow up.
hahas. ohwells. but it doesn't work here in the world we call... reality.

gosh, i just had gotta throw them away.
my mum lorr.

there were the more recent ones...
all in a thick file. my foolscap journal of sec3.
(some of my memories are here, in my blog.)
i just thought of looking through it... and everything that happened flashes in my mind.
the scenes... those flashbacks.
in all good & bad.
it hurts trying to think sometimes. lols.

then, this year's memories.
they're all here...
and on paper, everywhere in my personal notebook.
soon, i'm going to sum up my life here. hahas.
and take a (very horrible) trip, back down to january one, 2008.

anyways... i'm like awake now, cuz i couldnt sleep.
4plus in the darn morning. i know.
was hoping for those two to come online. lol.
i don't see them anywhere lehh. awwww man. D:
nvm uhh. hahas.

(they've been really nice to me. but sadly, one's in the US & the other in Britain.
none in singapore. none here! rawr.
and because it's so virtual, i don't know how to like them... lol. :X
like the bgr kinda thing...
both are great, and wish i could keep them both.
but seriously speaking, if i HAD TO CHOOSE, i would rather remain single...
and wait for my Mr.Right to step into my life.
i honestly feel that they are just faking it. but i've gt this gut feeling saying that they aren't.
omg. that is why i'm so confused... and yeah, can't sleep. eeeps.)

hmmmm.
so my previous-to-current love life's situation is probably like...

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you~

lols. it's part of the lyrics. by mariah carey.
the title's my blog title. heh. ;)
this keeps happening to me all the time.
always, after a breakup of mths later.

that only one who reminds me so much of this.
the ex i'd really loved.
the one i just broke up with.

not -------.

up till now, i'm still thinking of him.
lols. the song tells it all uhh. i don't wish to repeat.
it may take years... or even never to forget him...
but it's hard to give up the love i had once for him.

*sighs*

that's probably why i still can't find a nice guy to love again, perhaps?

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and also, WHERE DID JOU GO TO?!
she didn't reply my msges... T___T
and i missed her... lols.
checked out her blog to find out that she didn't want to be disturbed till today.
blehhhhs. babe, if you read this... PLEASE GET BACK TO ME.
i'm worried for you uhh. ><"

ahh. yesh. i would also be busy nxt week.
attending TPRAWKS at TP. (duhh.)
it's almost like an orientation camp. lols.
and i'll be taking much photos!
hope i'll be able to make a whole lot more of friends! :D

and then, there's the anime fest happening at suntec.
imma going for that one. ^^,
but i'll have to buy the tickets.
the ticketing website.

lols. one more!
i'm also going for this event at zouk!
(not zoukout lahh. too young liaos. Dx -sian-ed.)
hahas.
by SP derhhs. ;D -their DVTM course. *it's new!*
lols. happening this 25 nov.
and again, here's the ticketing website.
(that is if you're interested.)

so, i'll be like freaking busy lahh~
lols. again, idk if i'll have the time to blog. hehes.

okays.
i shall stop here.
it's darn long, isn't it?
i feel like typing alot today... so yeah. heh.
and... i must get going. if not, when i get discovered...
it's BAD NEWS. O:
omg. so yeah. cya ard then peeps!
manylovesfrommeasusual~ <3-zaryl.